Archive for October, 2007

A Surprise Phone Call

Wednesday, October 31st, 2007

eReceived a surprise phone call from my beloved friend in Hall, currently in Norway this Semester for studies at around 9pm. She found a new internet service that can call Singapore number for free though you might experience a little lag in connection. But overall, the service is reasonably good. Although just a casual call to ask how am I? Did i take my meal? and such… But it really touched my heart for her thoughtfulness. It is a little kind gesture all the way from Norway, a far away country. Glad to have her as a real good friend that can share my joy and laughter, sorrows in times of trouble and of cos, Malaysian Style Food Sharing!!! *giggle*

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Just want to say…

QQ, I MISS YOU!!! COme back quick…

Did I think too much?

Wednesday, October 31st, 2007

Dunno whether is it me that recently I get paiseh easily, not the paiseh paiseh, but getting thin face easily nowadays. I last time very "enthu" and for events or things that is not really associated with me, or just some casual friends asking me to join them, i’ll still go, a little thick face you might say. Or should i say, i’m over-enthu? I don’t know. But now, I would say no and prefer to stay in my room with my computer, blogging while drinking a cup of warm milk. Hmm…What’s gotten into me lately, I wonder? Isolating myself? Or….???

I really don’t know. But now, i wouldn’t join my friends for self-cooked meal if they ask last minute when they see me in hall at times. I felt a little paiseh, u know… Hmm… How to say-leh? A little uncomfortable. A little embarrased I might say. A tiny little feeling saying i’m not part of them? 有待考究,like what 蔡老师 will say!

Hoping for better day!~

Happy Halloween My Friends!

Just a short introduction to Halloween for those who doesn’t know about it.Cited from Wikipedia.

"Halloween, or Hallowe’en, is a holiday celebrated on the night of October 31. Traditional activities include trick-or-treating, Halloween festivals, bonfires, costume parties, visiting "haunted houses", carving jack-o-lanterns, and viewing horror films. Halloween originated from the Pagan festival Samhain, celebrated among the Celts of Ireland and Great Britain. Irish and Scottish immigrants carried versions of the tradition to North America in the nineteenth century.

Many European cultural traditions, in particular Celtic cultures, hold that Halloween is one of the liminal times of the year when spirits can make contact with the physical world, and when magic is most potent (according to, for example, Catalan mythology about witches and Irish tales of the Sídhe)."

So anyone…… Trick or Treats?

1st Visit To NTU Canteen 5

Tuesday, October 30th, 2007

Really wanted to have a decent meal, at least dinner. Been skipping meal for my whole semester, especially after i start working in Admin Building under Corporate Communication office. So when i’m working on Mon & Tues, i’ll rush there straight after lesson, skipping my lunch break. Firstly, it is to clock in more hours as it is hourly paid and secondly, save $ and hoping to keep fit at the same time ( i know is quite dumb, but then still…U know, girls are girls…) Anyway, wanted to eat with my hall friends, alvin and glennis and friends, but they decided to order KFC delivery, so… is a big NO No for me. Unhealthy fried processed food and oily, adding on the calorie and i’ve eaten some sweet stuff before dinner, so want to keep me dinner simple and healthy. So the thought that came to me is… SKIP THY DINNER!

Really! I’m not kidding you but at 630pm, my logical mind buzz me that exam is drawing near and you need the food, and a decent meal can keep you full and prevent you on munching all the junk and add on the unnecessary calories! Absolutely correct. A decent meal keep me full and I won’t feel like eating snacks if I eat proper meal. So i sms my dear angel in hall, haiz… There is only a hand full of hall friends that i will call on to eat with, especially when QQ is not around =’( Angel REPLIED! Yeah, dinner with him and Terence.

Discussing where to eat and make it fast, they decided on Can 4 or Can 5. Huh??? There was a BIG Q’s Mark pop out of my head, "Is there Canteen 4???" So KY drove me to Can 4 and convinced me that Can 4 existed. Oh my… Hall 4 & 5 is a place that i seldom visit in NTU even after my 3 years here. Now still, even after i heard comments and good reviews on Canteen 5 after its renovation. Three of us went to Canteen 4, but with only 1 stall and lots of people waiting for their food.So we decided to go to Canteen 5 after convincing me that Can 4 actually existed. Yeah, finally got a chance to try Can 5 food. Marching to Can 5 thinking that i might lost my way, we reached Can 5 without much difficulty (Okay…I exaggerated, Can 4 to Can 5 is just a small stretch of pavement).

Sms Yu Chii, my good friend telling her that i’m at her hall having dinner, and you know what? I saw her there eating with her cousin and friend.Haha! After ordering the "Claypot Dong Fun" recommended by Chii Chii, i sat down with her to chit chat, leaving the two guys to do their own talking =p The Canteen uncle, he’s also the owner came over to say hi with us. Haha, then something worth blogging is his comment "阿Girl, 很美!" while pointing at me in front of my friends. Lol…Ok, even if he didn’t mean it or it was just part of his PR skill, it still made me happy for that very moment! *Grin & Giggle* Should head to gym more to workout then…

Food is nice, portion is big, price is reasonable. There is a dessert & fruits stall selling all kinds of desserts, drinks, fruits, fingerfood and snacks added value to the visit to Canteen 5. It is definitely a canteen worth going back.

It was 24th Oct

Tuesday, October 30th, 2007

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Lol…wanted to post this last Wed Nite but I was really busy, caught up with a lot of things.

This post is about my trip to Marina Sq last Wednesday, 24th Oct 2007. Yup, let me recall, it was my hmm….3rd time or 4th visit to Marina Sq. Oops, ok, i know…I’ve been in Singapore for 3yrs+ and my beloved New Creation Church is in Suntec, how can i not visit Marina Sq since it is located right opposite Suntec Convention Centre???!!! Yup, that’s me, fr City Hall head straight to Suntec Tower 4 then head straight back to City Hall. Haha…Barely have time to hang around much with my coursemates, what else? So count yourself lucky if i contact u for yum-cha session when i’m back in Malaysia =) You are all my dearest friends of all… If I say i miss my school life or simply my simple life in Malaysia, yes! I mean it! I’m a typical Kluang girl, grown up in a simple town, leading a simple life! 100% Genuine Kluang-made.

Back to the topic, my friends and I had been planning a birthday celebration for Wan Wan, our dear friend in school. Gift and birthday cake of course!  My sweet-tooth keep "psycho-ing" me to buy cake from Chocz. So…i obliged to the tiny little sinful idea of mine. Ordered the cake online, is Choc Tawa, an award winning cake it seems. I need to collect it on Wed, after lesson. But the nearest outlet is at Marina Sq or esplanade. If i were to go, i’m going alone, and is a far away destination. You know, 1++hr just to reach there from NTU (bus journey+MRT+walk distant). So i "jio" aka invite/request/ask-along my dear dear angel in hall, Mr.KY to go with me, so off we go in his little Mazda with teddy and Miss Miko in car at 6.45pm. Yeah, KY promised to go so that he can give me my little Birthday treat *grin* My angel in hall is the best buddy in the whole wide world!!! But of coz, i need to assure him that i know the direction and for this, he’s amazed and he said "Today i just know another side of Joanna", of cos he was referring to my singing in the car as well =)

The journey to Marina Sq was smooth except the heavy traffic on AYE. After getting a beautiful parking lot right beside the escalator, we head to Chocz at level 3 to make our payment. Told the counter that we will come back to get the cake before their closing time. P1020669small_1 The cake looked absolutely yummy and the packaging is attractive. Beside putting the cake in a thick black-coloured box with gold-coloured Chocz. logo, the box was placed in a paper bag in the same theme. Superb! I must say it worth the price judging from its packaging alone. Come to think about it, for the price we paid, we deserved the packaging-lah. Or should i say, because of the packaging, we are paying "the" price???!!! *confused*… But anyway, the service attitude of Chocz. is worth praising and the guy (didn’t get to see his nametag) was courteous and well-mannered. With lots of patient as well. Bravo!

Head to Suntec Tower 4, Doughnut Factory to get doughnuts.KY bought a dozen of them. We saw people carried tonnes, okay, i’m exaggerating it, boxes of donut factory’s doughnuts in their hand. We even need to Queue for doughnuts on a weekday evening. Gosh. But the doughnuts looked yummy though in the end i still prefer Dunkin Donuts. KY, if there’s chance, i’ll definitely bring it back for you ok? YumYum… Both of us wanted to have doughnuts for supper,hehe. We head to Fountain Terrace to hunt for food. In the end, we settled in BaliThai, a Thai&Vietnamese Restaurant.

Initially wanted to settle for the executive set meal for 2 which include rice,soup,a veg dish,a meat dish and dessert of the day if i didn’t left out anything. But the soup in the meal is Tomyam Soup. Ooohh…Not something my angel fancy in. Wanted to request for an exchange of item but both of us didn’t know what soup we wanted when asked by the waitress. So…say good-bye to the set meal. After looking at the fancy pictures of the dishes on the menu for quite some time, we finally decided on Pineapple Fried Rice, Green Chicken Curry, Thai Fish Cake and Thai stuffed-chicken wing. Of course, how can i forget my lovely green Mango Salad. =)                                                                         

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We were served with Tapioca Chips and some Keropok with Thai Sauce dip while waiting for the food to be served. Of course, how could i miss the chance of taking picture of myself? A little shaken due to the slow respond time of my hp, Lol. Took of pic of my angel but he refused to let me post his pic cos he commented he doesn’t look good in that pic. The dishes came in pretty fast, like 10+mins? It was really fast i must say for restaurant standard.

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                                                 Green Mango Salad

Green Mango salad came in 5 mins cos it was the appetiser. KY was so funny, he thought the green mango is cucumber!!! Lol…He couldn’t get used to the taste initially but after a while,he said the dish was pretty nice.

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All the rest of the dishes came in together, so "Whoah!" our little table was filled with food. The serving for each dish is not big by its look but both of us were pretty excited by looking at the spread of food on our table. All the dishes are presented in such a exquisite way, with crafted vegetables eg:carrot as decoration at the side of the dish. It’s been sometime now since i’ve been amazed by the look of food, said KY.

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                                             Pineapple Fried Rice

We shared the pineapple fried rice which look really good, fried in golden yellow colour with chunks of pineapple top with slices of sausage and prawns with some parsley leaves but the taste was just so-so.

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                                          Thai Green Curry Chicken

The bowl of Green Curry Chicken looked really small but don’t be deceived by the look. This is the dish where both of us find difficulty in finishing it no matter how much we tugged in,haha. Maybe because it was served in a small-looking yet deep bowl =p The Green curry is really thick and the aroma of the herbs and spices blew me away! Yummy!

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                                                   Thai Fish Cake

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                                              Stuffed Chicken Wing

The Thai Fish Cake was a disappointment, it tasted like some frozen fish cake. *shake head* But the disappointment was salvaged by the Thai Stuffed Chicken Wing. I’m really amazed by how the chef deboned the chicken wing without cutting off the skin and putting all the meat (after mincing it and some Thai herbs are added in the process) back into the wing. It kept me thinking while eating, but who really cares??? when the food is good!

The look of the food doesn’t justify its amount. We had difficulty finishing the food but all the dishes were wiped clean in the end. I never agree on wasting on yummy food in the first place.

Bali Thai (formerly known as Renn Thai)                                                                      #B1-37/038/039                                                                                                     Fountain Terrace                                                                                             Suntec City Mall                           

PS: Both of us was too full to have the doughnuts we bought earlier on for supper. It became my breakfast… FYI, "psycho"-ing means trying to persuade someone and "jio" means asking someone along. Some singapore slang here.

Kinomoto 1151, a.k.a 婉婉

Friday, October 26th, 2007

Exam in 2 weeks time… I need comfort food. But i don’t want the calories that come with in the package. How? *faint*

Really happy, celebrated one of my good friend’s 21st birthday yesterday 26th Oct 2007. She’s a sweet sweet girl, very thin, with specs, a bit blur at times (most of the time), 有听没到 always miss out the point in the conversation and her response is "huh?what did u say just now?" *pengz* but she’s always caring, thoughtful, good at her art works, ie: making little cards for her friends. I once received a self-made snowflake magnet from her by post. Attached with it was a little self-made x’mas card. Pretty! though i received it 2 wks after x’mas, haha. Got her something that is useful and practical. Bought her a Chocz (www.chocz.com.sg) cake, called Choc Tawa. It is walnut and coffee in a unique combination of almond biscuit flavoured with coffee and filled with the Signature Ultimate Sinful Rich Chocolate Ganache. Addictively good with the added calorie *faint* There goes my diet……

Emily Dickinson
We turn not older with years but newer every day.

Happy 21st Birthday, My Dear 婉婉!

Remarks: I went for softball training and jogging after the choc treat. The choc cake is my comfort food but i ended guilt-filled that i overexercised and end up butts-ache today. *giggle*

Reality?

Wednesday, October 17th, 2007
片名:東京物語
導演:小津安二郎
演員:笠智眾、東山榮子、原節子
 
小津安二郎是早期的日本導演,當時電影科技還未能支持如今已成熟的電影特效,導演都是透過剪接、場面調度、演員功力與鏡頭處理,來增強電影敘事,也因此優秀的導演,往往在敘事的深度內涵之外,也讓鏡頭有卓越高超的藝術性。
 
小津是早期導演之佼佼者,不僅後來的日本大導演黑澤民深受其影響,連七○年代藝術電影導演,如拍巴黎德州的溫德斯,也是其受益者。
 
小津擅長處理倫理親情議題,幾部享譽國際的片子中,「東京物語」是代表作之一。
 
東京物語,影像一開始就有其象徵意義:一輛火車由僻遠鄉間駛向都市東京,然後鏡頭轉向鄉間的老夫婦,正在整理行李預備去東京看已成家立業的孩子們,夫婦為枕頭到底在誰的行李裡起了小爭論,反映著他們年老後的糊塗健忘。
 
而後,有一寡婦從窗口經過,攀談間,表達出對這對夫婦的欽羨,因為她是個很寂寞的老婦人。這小小段落影像,在電影結尾時,將會有很嚴謹的對照。
 
老夫婦去東京先在大兒子處落腳,當晚,在東京的孩子們都來探望父母,除了大兒子外,還有嫁出的女兒,以及另一個因二次大戰丈夫殉難、如今已成單身的媳婦。
 
大兒子是個醫生,跟妻子原本預期在老父母來時,好好利用週日帶他們出去玩的,未料病人急診,假日泡湯,反而變成老媽媽帶著生氣的孫子出去周圍空地玩。老媽媽感慨的看著孫子說,孩子總算成家立業有自己的孩子了,我的年歲,應當看不到孫子成婚了吧?
 
兒子沒空,父母被送到女兒家,女兒比兒子更糟,非但沒空,還很吝嗇,兩老更是沒處可玩。最後還是守寡的媳婦請假帶兩老逛遊東京,還請他們去簡陋的單身宿舍吃飯喝酒,深有情義。
 
媳婦不能一直請假,兩老還是沒得玩。兄妹商量把兩老送到熱海度假旅館,其實兩老是想跟兒女在一起,去到熱海,看的是陌生年輕人的喧鬧,加倍襯托兩老的寂寞,老人家沒有玩興,老母親還突然暈眩站不起來,只好提前回到女兒家。這可慘了,女兒忙著工作講習,根本沒有預期要接待父母,父親尷尬之下謊稱有朋友接待,母親只好再去打攪已無接待義務的守寡媳婦。
 
其實這時兩老心中已有數,他們是不被歡迎的客人。兩老坐在廊前等候朋友和媳婦下班,是寂寞而蒼涼的。但是他們很有默契的絕口不提心中的失望與沮喪。
 
父親和朋友相聚,酒醉之後終於說出心情,他心知肚明,知道讓孩子去東京而自己孤單的留在鄉間,雖然孩子在東京過得也很打拼,但還是大都會下的小人物,並沒有活出他當年對孩子風風光光的期待,遠離家鄉父母去東京打拼,原來是如此的不值得。
 
為人父母又能怎樣?只能坦然接受自己孩子的平凡。鬱悶之下跟朋友酒醉,而朋友呢,其實也無法如預期的招待一晚,最終竟然是酒醉的爸爸帶著酒醉的朋友回女兒家,女兒嫌厭極了,一肚子惱氣。
 
至於母親呢,在經過親生兒女不願接待居住的波折後,轉而再去守寡的媳婦簡陋住所暫住,更深深感受到這個媳婦的體貼遠勝過親生兒女,但深知她不能為了公婆一直孤單守寡一輩子,因此勸她該為自己的幸福打算,試著再找個好男人依靠,因此邊勸她改嫁、邊暗自垂淚。
 
就這樣,去東京都會一場,老父親最終的結論是:至少,他們都有自己的生活,過得好好的,我們也可以心安了。
 
回鄉間後,老母親隨即病倒,不久就過世了。未料父母才離開東京,孩子們訊即接獲噩耗返鄉。喪事匆匆的辦,東京的兒女們又回東京去了。竟然還是守寡的媳婦守喪到最後。尚未出嫁的小女兒無法接受哥哥姐姐們的自私,這個寬厚的寡嫂勸她說:「原諒他們,他們已經有他們的家、有他們的生活,每個人都是最愛自己的家、自己的生活,竭力扶持保護的….等我日後再婚,我也會跟他們一樣的。」
 
最後的影像就是這個難能可貴的守寡媳婦也要離開了,火車駛遠。剩下孤單的老父親,隔鄰早已守寡的孤單老婦,又再度經過窗前,體會理解的跟老父親說:「是很孤單啊!」
 
東京物語充分反映出年老父母的失落感。父母終生勞苦,就是為了孩子日後的成就,但孩子一個個長大,按父母期望為事業打拼之後,勢必就得遠離父母,忙到當父母去探望時,竟連抽空接待的時間都沒有。一座火車駛出鏡頭之外,串連了遠在異地的子女與孤單的老人,也串連了僻遠的鄉間與繁忙的工商都會。
 
東京物語也表達出父母雖用同樣的心養育所有子女,但各個子女對父母親孝心卻有所差別,這很難用道理講明、只能歸之所謂緣分不同的人之常情。
 
小津對於忙碌的兒子並不批判,只客觀描述出兒子媳婦的忙碌,甚至週日都為了急診得放棄休假;至於女兒,小津卻讓親子間的對話自然的呈現出她的鄙吝、甚至對於父母來自鄉間的輕蔑。父母親不是沒有感覺,因此父親輕描淡寫說:「嫁出去的女兒、潑出去的水。」
 
正是這個女兒,襯托出守寡媳婦的溫柔體貼。她很清苦,但是對公公婆婆照顧細膩周到,甚至不忘給婆婆零用金。父親因此最終是把母親遺物中最鍾愛的錶送給這個媳婦,說,沒想到是死去兒子的媳婦對我們最有情義。 至於他們的小兒子,只有在父母從東京返鄉路過時,才有機會相見,而當母親彌留之際,這個離父母最近的兒子,竟然為了工作而未能趕得及回家見最後一面。
 
未嫁的小女兒看到這一切景象,心中憾恨難平,寡嫂跟她說:「等妳有了自己的生活,也不得不這樣。人都是最愛惜自己的生活的。等我再婚之後,或許我也會變成這樣,儘管自己也不願意,但我們都不得不承認。」一句話,道出了對離開父母的兒女的寬囿。
 
人生豈不正是這樣?父母含辛茹苦,正是為了孩子的展翅高飛。但孩子展翅高飛之時,也是走出自己的世界遠離父母之刻。最終是白髮兩老老來伴。或許正因為這是人生不得不走的不歸路,所以電影中兩老將孩子的一切看在眼裡,卻盡是沈默,沒有責備與批判,只是說出一句話,道盡天下父母心:「知道他們好,就好了。」
 
將祝福賜予孩子,將寂寞留給自己。隨著火車的離去,守寡老婦看著剛失去老妻的老人,不多言,只是瞭解的點點頭:「很寂寞啊!」
 
我有幾次機會討論這部片子,都是在孩子正在青少年期的婦女群中放映。這部片子放映過程中,屢屢聽到席中有人嘆息。我們都想到自己的父母,操心他們的孤單寂寞與越來越老邁的身體,但是自己的家庭擔子正重操心事又多,很難兩邊同時顧全。電影充分道出這群上有父母下有孩子的中年人的心事。大家都不認同那個「潑出去的水」的女兒,但是對行醫兒子週日因急診放下父母不能陪,則多少有點同情不忍苛責,至於那情義深重的守寡媳婦,只能說是現代社會中的太稀有族類,感佩之外,深覺不可思議。
 
今年端午節,父親又為了我們要回去看他們,一早起來作菜。幾次跟他說我們只需要水餃,他不聽,非得要自己弄桌好菜。隨著我兒子年歲越大,我越感受到「養兒方知父母恩」,越來越對他們覺得虧欠,擔心他們的老邁、責怪自己不能就近照顧。未料我也從父親口中聽到「東京物語」中那老父親的心情:「你們一個個生兒育女,有了自己的家,又個個安定沒病痛沒失業的,我該知足了。」父親未曾有一絲一毫要我們回報的要求,也未曾因我們不如當年他期望的飛黃騰達而失望,反而因我們人生平順而知足。天下父母一般心,五十年前小津電影中的父母心,跟當今的父母心有何不同呢?!
 
我們這群婦女難免會遙望未來,想到未來總有一天,兒女會如我們所期待的飛向自己的天空,只剩下白髮夫妻老來伴,希望那時也會因孩子生命的平順而知足感恩,而覺得不枉此生。
 
最偉大的文學或電影藝術,不管用了多少深具藝術性的形式,最終永遠是在一個個看似特別的故事中,挖掘出人性普遍的共相,因而激起最多人的感嘆與共鳴。
 
東京物語,正是屬於這類偉大的電影藝術,因此才能影響深遠,近六十年後仍被當今導演視為先師。

Reflection, All in a Year’s Life~

Wednesday, October 17th, 2007

Before reaching yet another turning point in my life, before the limelight dims down, before the responsibility as a daughter starts falling over my shoulder,interrupting  me in the world of being kiddie in my parents’ wings, before me starting to hide the numbers of candles on my cakes, leaving "Sweet 21" behind, before I start to forget all the bits and pieces of life that might be swept away by time and when memory fails, just want to recall what had happened over the past one year.

But before that…One advice for everyone out there "NEVER HOLD AN APPLE AND WALK ALONG THE CORRIDOR AT YOUR HOSTEL WHILE SWINGING YOUR HAND THAT HOLDS THE APPLE" Or else the  consequence is….After one bite of the apple, it will dropped on the floor, perform a few sommersault until the momentum is all gone and the remaining of the apple lying on the floor, still in one minus one bite, shouting "What have you done???"… *sob* (This is a real life experience, do not try this at home/along ur HDB/hostel or anywhere else!!!)

Ok, these are some major events that happened over the past one year:

1. My hall friends celebrated my birthday in hall. P clan P clan Go~ Go~ Go~ First time ever in Singapore, my friends celebrated my birthday for me in group setting. Other than P Clan, My Good Friends in Class, BS Club 5th Main Comm and Navigators’ Sisters celebrated my birthday with me. Thanks, felt touch. Finally felt that i’m not alone.

2. Ate Fish & Co. for the first time in my life on 19th Oct 2006. A treat from Mr.Lai (he’s not much older than me, but he prefer ppl to address him that way).

3. Attended Planet Shaker’s Conference in KL in Dec 2006, alone, on my own. Met Vinod & friends there.  Not so alone anymore =)

4. Went to Malacca with QL,CL,Chua&AC and stayed over at Xue Ting’s place for 2007 Count Down.

5. Start serving in Children’s Ministry in NCC in May 2006. Blessed.

6. 1st Runner-up for Inter-hall Softball Competition. Had great fun, train for a great time & Finally we did it! No regrets…

7. Started teaching Tuition in July 2006. New experience.

8. The first time and the only time(at least for till now), didn’t help out in cleaning the house for CNY. Came home only on the day before CNY or 2days before CNY. I think only manage to help in some minor details.

9. In BS Club 5th Management Committee. Business Manager. Love the people. Had one of the most enjoyable time of my life in NTU working with the entire committee.Work hard. Play hard. I think we did have a degree of impact in our year of management.

10. Went for BS Main Comm trip with a bunch of 11 crazy people. Places covered, Penang (Mainland and Island), KL, Malacca, Kluang. Did some craziest thing in our life but i treasured the time we spent with one another.

11. Played Paintball for the first time in my life. During the main-comm trip in KL. Got lost in KL together(bus uncle tricked us, refused to let us get down the bus). But the game was awesome. Adrenaline rush. Got hit right on the mask. Whew~ Not on the face…

12. Worked in Travel Fair KL. Went to Putra World Trade Centre for the first time. New Experience.

13. Worked as Part-time telemarketer. Favour from God. Super Flexible working hours. Favour from colleagues and boss =)

14. Joined BS FOC for the first time. Being the Senior Attached of OSiris in Takhent.

15. In Hall’s FOC Organising Main-Comm. Welfare Officer. Running with medic kit around in NTU. shagg. *shrug* a different kind of experience. But had lots of fun, worried about the quantity of food, be it excess or not enough.Life’s tough man. Excess is a waste, not enought will get complain.Muahaha, but then it was all under control. With help from Glennis and Alvin too. Great Job! (Lesson learned: Is the committe that contribute to the excess of food, cos they were too bz or too tired thus no appetite *wink*). Thanks to Eldine, Wai Chong, Vincent and Alan for their co-operation in strength report each morning. I think I was such a nag. Hunting them down for number. Special thanks to Can 2, alex gor-gor and ah chew for their help and providing the yummy food, allowing me to change the number of packets for each meal~

16. Financial Secretary is not an easy job as it appears. Lol~ Patient, some wits and integrity counts =)

17. Had a lot of 1st visit to various restaurant in Singapore. Eg: Food-for-thoughts at North Bridge Centre, Pacific Co., Gelare (which i feel in love with), Ben & Jerry’s ice-cream (awesome stuff, Good therapy when u r down, but minus the fats), Anderson Ice-cream, Kushin-Bo (Yeah, Softball appreciation dinner), Bugis Steamboat, Ichiban Sushi etc….the list goes on…Gosh, can’t imagine how much food went inside my stomach for the past one year :Þ

18. Worked as Simultaneous Interpreter for the First Time! Not an easy job, Challenging, Mind boggling and mental drain… BUt this is what i want. I still want to improve on it too. Got lots of room for inprovement too! Gambatte!!!

19. 1st Official Outing with my Coursemates to Bugis for Steamboat.

20. 1st time knowing that sweet corn can be eaten raw during the steamboat session. Lol…Thanks to my evil twin, yu chi~

21. First time sending ppl off in Changi Airport. QQ. My dearest in Hall. Without her = without proper meal ???!!! Haha, cos she’s the one who always ask me whether i’ve eaten. She doesn’t mind being the super high voltage light bulb too, or should i say "lamp post". Thanks dear, miss you lots now that you are in Norway.

22. 1st time sending teacher off, my TCM teacher, 《伤寒学》徐老师. 2nd time to send ppl off in Changi Airport. And of cos, 1st time buying Crystal Jade Bread. Ok, it may sound silly but i really never buy before. Find it expensive. Thrifty is a 美德 ok?

23. Buy bread never see price. Lesson learned! Bought the most expensive bread in my whole life. $5.50 for a loaf of Multi-grain super healthy bread at Crystal Jade during the first visit. WOAH!is RM 10++++. If I let my parents know, I think my head will kena knock hard hard! Surprisingly the bread is heavy and not the soft type. Salty taste too. But i like. Must like. Must make the money worth.Lol…

24. Surprise BBQ Birthday celebration by Secondary School Friends and Surprise Hall-Restaurant Setting Birthday Celebration by Hall Friends are just simply unforgettable. Felt touch. Will tell more when I have time ok? It’s too much to contain.

25. Went to KL for 5 times within 2.5 months. During May-July 2007.

26. Went to KL with Rosalind. First Trip with Ros, my beloved in CG. Miss her. Got some catching up to do i think.

27. 1st time parents celebrated my birthday eversince i came to Singapore to study, I think God knows what i’m thinking.

28. Wait till i remember…

Just want to shout out to my dear friends out there "I LOVE YOU ALL!!!" My life wouldn’t be filled with excitement and love if i’m alone without all of you out there supporting me, a smile, an sms, a call, a word of encouragement, a little notes/card before exam (Thanks Meiting, I still have the card with me,it’s lovely). I might not good in expressing myself. But I thank God for the abundance of what i’ve received from the people around me. When i’m at the valley/crossroads/bottom of my life, God has sent each and everyone of you to encourage me in one way or another, i wouldn’t have pulled through without all of you.

Special mention of my mum & dad, Thank Q for giving me the oppurtunity to come to Singapore to study eventhough i know the struggle in the family. Love you mum & dad! I cannot express how grateful i’m, for all your love and care. Something that i realised just before I turn 22 is Parents always put their child as their priority. We as children, complained of being neglected or not being loved, but what they have given you, did we take time to appreciate it? I just want to say "I LOVE YOU MUM & DAD!!!"

Feel like crying already whenever i thought of how much they’ve given and sacrificed for the family yet they still need to struggle at their age…

For all my friends, Treasure what you have…

Life’s 25 Toughest Questions

Wednesday, October 17th, 2007

I want to share this article from Reader Digest because I really think it’s very interesting :)

Love & Marriage
Can love really last a lifetime?
Absolutely – but only if you chuck the fairy tale of living happily ever after. A team of scientists recently found that romantic love involves chemical changes in the brain that last 12 to 18 months. After that, you and your partner are on your own. Relationships require maintenance. Pay a visit to a nursing home if you want to see proof of lasting love. Recently I spoke to a man whose wife of 60 years was suffering from advanced Alzheimer’s disease. He came to sit with her every day and hold her hand. “She’s been my best friend since high school.,’ he told me. “We made a promise to stick together.” Now. That’s a love story.

Why do married folks begin to look like one another?
Watch any two people who like each other talking, and you’ll see a lot of mirroring. One smiles, and so does the other. One nods or raises her eyebrows, and so, does the other. Faces are like melodies with a natural urge to stay in sync. Multiply those movements by several decades of marriage, all those years of simultaneous sagging d drooping, and it’s no wonder!

Can a marriage survive betrayal?
Yes, It takes time and work, but experts are pretty unanimous on this one. In her book The Monogamy Myth, Peggy Vaughan estimates that 60 percent of husbands and 40 percent of wives will have an affair at some point in their marriages. That’s no advertisement for straying – but the news is good for couples hoping to recover from devastating breaches of trust. The offended partner needs to make the choice to forgive – and learn to live with a memory that can’t simply be erased. Infidelity is never forgotten, but it can gradually fade into the murky background of a strong, mature marriage.

Cosmic Questions
Why does summer zoom by and winter drag on forever?
Because context defines experience. As Albert Einstein once said: “When you are courting a nice girl, an hour seems like a second When you sit on a red-hot cinder, a second seems like an hour.

Do animals really have a sixth sense?
Or seventh or eighth! A box jellyfish has 24 eyes, an earthworm’s entire body is covered with taste receptors, a cockroach can detect movement 2,000 times the diameter of a hydrogen atom – and your dog’s sense of smell is up to 100,000 times greater than yours (some dogs have been known to smell human cancers). It’s safe to say that animals experience a much different world than we do.

Why does the line you’re in always move the slowest?
Because you’re late for your kid’s band practice, and you curse your luck and evny those speeding by. Conversely, when you’re in the fast line, unfettered by stress, you don’t even notice the poor schlubs in the slow lane. Good luck rarely commands one’s attention like bad luck.

By what age should you know what you want to do with your life?
Any moment now. This used to be a question the young asked. Now it’s a quandary for baby boomers. The Bureau of Labor Statistics reports that younger boomers have abandoned the American ideal of picking a job and sticking with it. Between the ages of 18 and 36, these boomers held an average of 9.6 jobs. That’s a lot of exploration. The wisdom of elders in all cultures seems to be this.: There’s nothing to do with a life but live it. As Gandhi pointed out, “Almost anything you do will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it.”

Where do traffic jams come from?
Scientists are hard at work on this one, studying computer models of the physics of gridlock and inventing all-new traffic light algorithms. Some of them postulate that the rhythms of automobile traffic are influenced by the same cyclical forces that cause waves in the ocean. For the average commuter, though, it may be helpful to think of it this way: congestion. There are just too many darn people trying to do the same thing at once. (Flush every toilet in a single office building simultaneously, and see what happens.) All of this by way of saying: Buy a newspaper, load up some favorite tunes on your MP# player, and take the bus.

Working for the Man
When is your future behind you?

When you stop chasing dreams. So don’t stop!

Do you have to love your job?
No. Love your children, your spouse and your country. Love your parents, your neighbor and your dog. Loving is too important an emotion to attach to the way you make a living. But it’s OK to strive for satisfaction. According to a recent Harris Poll, across America 59 percent of workers say they are extremely, somewhat or slightly satisfied with their jobs, but a d depressing 33 percent feel as if they’ve reached a career dead end. If you’re among the latter and thinking about a new job, consider the fact that employees in small firms said they felt more engaged in their work than their corporate counterparts did.

Families & Feuds
Can a man and a woman ever just be friends?

For a short time perhaps. Making the friendship last requires that you find each other at least vaguely repulsive. Good luck!

When do you take away Grandpa’s car keys?
The American Medical Association says safe driving has more to do with functional ability than age. True, seniors are more at risk for reduced seniors are more at risk for reduced vision, hearing loss and impairments associated with arthritis – but all of these conditions depend on the individual. (However, it’s mandatory in Singapore and Hong Kong for drivers older than 65 and 70, respectively, to undergo a medical test.) So when it seems to you that Pop is becoming a danger to himself and to others, tell him straight. Point out that his reactions have slowed or his judgment is losing its edge. Suggest he not drive anymore. Be firm, but at the same time, don’t treat him like a child. Allow him his dignity. Offer him a ride.

Do siblings who fight really end up liking each other?
I surveyed my older sisters, both of whom have vivid memories of how I tripped, pummeled, and whacked them with various large plastic dolls (hey, they started it – they teased me!), and both confirmed my suspicion that nowadays they lime me just fine. I sure like them. All the experts will tell you that fighting among siblings is normal. The key is how parents handle it. Rule No. 1: Don’t take sides. Never get into a discussion of who started what or what is more fair. Stop fights with a time-out for all offenders. My mother would send us to separate rooms. So we invented string phones and a pulley system to transport necessary treats and toys. And whatever we were fighting about was forgotten.

How do you know when to end a friendship?
As soon as you get that sneaking suspicion that it never really began.

All about You
Why do we turn into our parents when we swore we wouldn’t?

Because really, when all is said and done, we admire them.

Can a half-empty person become a half-full person?
A current theory is that people have an “ emotional set point.” Some folks are just made happier than others. Pessimists will see this as bad news, believing it really doesn’t matter what you do – they are never going to be any happier. But there is hope – as any optimist will see! Happiness has more to do with how you construe the events in your life than the actual events themselves.

Kids, No Kidding
Can a mother be friends with her teenage daughter?

No. Most teens aren’t ready for anything close to a mature friendship. According to current research, the brain continues to develop into person’s 20s. Mothers often want to befriend their daughters; fathers, their sons. But this is not in anyone’s best interest. Teenagers need to form identities distinct from their parents. That means: lots of privacy, even some secrets. It’s usually easier for a teenage girl to befriend the friend of her mother, and it’s usually best for the mother to leave it at that.

Money & Other Headaches
Does money really buy happiness?

No. Because happiness isn’t for sale. Many people get tripped up by this one, amassing wealth only to find themselves cycling into a bottomless pit of unsatisfiable yearning. Turns out, joy and misery are not that far apart when it comes to very big wads of cash. Consider the case of a Kentucky couple who won $34 million in 2000. Thrilled to be released from the demands of their boring old jobs, they frittered their fortune away on fancy cars, mansions, all the usual stuff – losing everything that mattered in the process. They divorced, he died of an alcohol-related illness, and she died alone in her new house just five years after cashing the winning ticket. When it comes to happiness, only people you love, and who love you, can bring it. If you have enough dough to buy yourself a luxurious yacht, but no real friends to sail with, you’re sunk.

Can spenders and savers stay married?
Sure – and they won’t run out of things to talk about either. Disagreements over money are a leading cause of divorce, so experts advise lots of work around this issue if, financially speaking, you’ve found yourself married to your opposite. Tip: Always talk in terms of “ours” instead of “mine” or “yours,” and work your strengths. The saver should be allowed to draft the budget; the spender gets to be in charge of vacations, celebrations and ordering extra toppings on the pizza.

Is money the root of all evil?
No. Greed is. Elvis nailed this one when he said, “Sharing money is what gives it its value.”

Manners & Morals
What do you do if you see a parent berating a child?

Cringe. Take a deep breath. If you truly believe you can help the situation, approach as someone showing sympathy – not as a n accuser or member of the parent police. Empathize with the over-stressed parent. Suggest that he take a deep breath. Tell him it worked for you.

Why is it so hard to say you’re wrong?
Because it often involves saying, “I’m sorry,” which is even harder. Throughout history people have found it easier to stop speaking to one another, punch, slander, shoot and bomb rather than apologize. Tip: Next time just say, “Whoops” and see what happens.

When should you reveal a secret you said you wouldn’t?
It’s a matter of damage control. Is the person who asked you to keep the secret in danger of hurting himself to others? If so, intervene. Otherwise, mum’s the word.

The Ultimate Test
Does the toast really always fall buttered-side down?

Scientists in the Ask Laskas Kitchen conducted a study for which they first toasted an entire loaf of bread, one slice at a time. They buttered each slice, and dropped it from a variety of heights ranging from tabletop to ceiling. Among their findings: A dropped piece of toast never lands on its edge; stomping your foot and yelling “Darn!” does not change a thing; and the floor in the Ask Laskas Kitchen is not nearly as clean as we’d like. Well, life’s like that. Never as neat as you’d like it to be. But keep buttering your toast. And savor every slice you’ve been given.

Source: Reader Digest by Jeanne Marie Laskas

Food Indulgence

Wednesday, October 10th, 2007

Today i receive my first friendster birthday wish, Thanks Cui Ying~

Busy…Mentally stress…Wanted to go out for dinner with my friend….Don’t want to go out cos it’ll be time consuming…Deadline to be met…Time constraint….I want to eat nice food…I want to go Home…A lot of struggle~

Promise my friend over the phone last night to go out for dinner today. Had a LOOOOooooNG discussion on what we’re gonna eat. Looking forward for the dinner but 女人是善变的!The moment i woke up this morning, overwhelmed by mental stress, I was thinking of sms’ing my friend to cancel the appointment tonight. Glad that in the end, i still went ahead with the dinner appointment. If not, i’m the one who always "pang sei" a.k.a "fly aeroplane" my friend. Poor thing you know…

Had a sumptuous Dinner~though i was late for 10 mins =Þ Tried out a few more dishes by crystal jade la mian xiao long bao. It was my second time there. The previous time, i was there with my dearest friend in hall QQ. Miss her so much! I didn’t order any la mian, we shared all the dishes. It was the first time im eating fried nian gao!!! Oh my, didn’t know what is that. Quite "shua gu", Lol. The cordiment with the fried nian gao is very nice. Nian gao is chewy chewy de, Yummy! Had some "front door" taufu thing, is actually a taufu dish fried with bamboo shot, capsicum, sliced pork and garlic ginger. Soup with salted veg, taufu-like beancurd and "snow fish", if you know what i’m talking about (okm ny friend just told me it is called codfish). The highlight of the dinner xiao long bao! But out of the 4 xiao long bao, one of it is dry de lo *disappointed* Full until i want to peng…

I told my friend that i’m very full already, but we still went ahead with some ice-cream treat. Hehe. Yeah! Though i told my friend i didn’t want, stomach couldn’t go in anymore, but my brain didn’t get it!So ice-cream , in you went into my tummy, hope it doesn’t add in to my inches =p Avocado flavour is my fav out the flavour we had eventhough rum ‘n raisin is my all time fav. Scoopz rum ‘n raisin is a little bitter, the aftertaste is a NoNo, the end result of too much rum in it. But when it comes to ice-cream, even if it’s paddle-pop, i’m happy liao! *small-kid mentality* Ice-cream is my indulgence, my stress-reliever. Not to mention Chocolate, especially dark choc..Yum YUm~

Famous amos cookies is to keep me company over this lonely night when i’m writing this blog, knowing i’ll be spending the rest of the night doing my assignment so that i can go home this saturday and my dear roommie is changing and told me "i’m gg Cheong". i really wanted to ask myself " WHY I HAVE NO TIME ONE???" Lol, i’ve gotten used to this kinda life already. At least nowadays, i still get to eat out once in a while =)

Ok, enough of my munch munch of food, back to my assignment…

All in a day’s life - pre,when and post exam syndrome

Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007

Ok, as most of you know, Kk, Not most but a handful of you know i was having my 6aus/6credit final exam today *Sob - as all of my frens other than my coursemates are having quizes, im having final exam and we only reach half of the semester, is week 8 now! In case that you don’t know, all my Traditonal Chinese Medicine (TCM) modules only last for 7weeks, so for a 6 credits TCM modules in 7wks, we need to attend at least, i mean AT LEAST 12hrs of lecture per week as our curiculum do not have any tutorial for TCM. But normally we need to attend around 15hrs of lectures for 1 TCM subject per week as this course is really intensive and the content of topics is a lot, so in order to cover all the topics, we need to attend extra lectures, which will make up of most of my time each wk and this is also the reason why im kept so busy in NTU-lah.I spend most of my time in school attending lectures and clinical discussion (all these do not include me attending my biomedical part’s lecture and the electives im taking ok?) Saturday i’m having internship at Tong Chai Hospital at outram park/chinatown area. Then sometimes i’m working over the weekend/serving in children’s ministry/meeting for some hall stuff. Currently i’m also employed by one of NTU’s department as a student assistant. That’s why i’m kept busy.

But again, this is not what i want to blog about in this post.Haha, being a little long-winded cos ppl keep asking why am i so busy,Lol. So explain here once and for all, if they ask again ask them to read my blog *grin* Let’s go back to what i wanted to write earlier, what happen today was It Was My Big Day - final exam for BS305 - 《傷寒學》! I wasn’t really studying as Mooncake Festival was just over last Tues, i went home for reunion, spent another day slacking making roast chicken before i finally sat down (in my mum’s office), open up my book and study. (Okay, i did pop a lot of little snacks into my mouth when i studied for exam esp in my mum’s office ;) )So it was already Thursday!!! I’m only left with 4 days to study, and i still need to travel back to singapore. Gosh…Running really short of time. I became really panicky on Friday when i realised time is short and my brain got blocked! Progress really slowly and things just didn’t seem to be getting into my brain, not even short-term memory. I actually scream in my mum’s office (it was after office hour, 7++pm). Stressed!Initially i wanted to go back to Sg like earlier,prabably Thurs to study, but i really hadn’t been home for many weeks and i really hoped to spend more time with my family. So i brought all my books back to study at home( trying to study to be exact,haha). I left on Saturday morning to go back NTU, embarked on a full-gear study mode.

Reached my room around 12noon on Sat, spent some time cleaning up my room from all the dust when i was away and doing my laundry which i should have done before i went home for Mid-autumn festival =p Finally, i sat down quietly at my desk at 2.30pm to start my revision journey (haha,actually i was still doing notes for the lecture on sat). Ate bread the whole day cos i was reluctant to leave my room to buy food. I didn’t want to break my momentum of study. Milk and bread solved all my meal on Sat. At 9pm, not too long after my dinner (of cos, it was bread and milk), i was feeling really drowsy, tired, eyes pain, been really concentrating all my energy in studying from afternoon, so i decided to nap a while. But my close friend in hall will know my "heng2", i couldn’t wake up after the nap especially when i’m really tired, mentally drained. When my dad called me at 10pm, i was still sleeping and he advised me to continue my sleep if i’m tired. No point studying when my brain could take no more. So i heeded his advice and followed what my body signalled me to do —> SLEEP! So i slept and slept and i woke up at 4.10am!!! Alert and refresh from a really peaceful sleep =D

At 4am, I started my Sunday when my neighbour hadn’t sleep yet. I live a healthy life right? Glad that my dad encouraged me to sleep(i was feeling guilty from sleeping/napping because i hadn’t finish studying) and his encouragement chased all my guilt away. Thanks dad for loving and caring me just the way i am! =) While i was studying, i was thinking, should i go to church? i still have around 50+% of revision to go. No mood. But how can i skip church? I need to be fed on the Word of God. I shouldn’t be dependent on my own strength especially at times like this. If i spent 3+ days to cover 50% of what i need to study, i needed another 3 more days to finish the remaining half. But i had only a day.Sunday.What should i do? I needed a miracle. I know if is by my own strength, it’s impossible.So how? Go church or not? I’m really comtempleted not to go. But i need to refresh myself in God’s Word. At 7.15am, i manage to finish 50% of what i’ve got to study, i had come to the decision. I WILL GO TO CHURCH NO MATTER WHAT. I need to know my priority in life. So that’s my decision. I will go to church. My mind was a little bit drift off during the sermon but i enjoyed the time in church. Learning and knowing that God is my Daddy!!! The intimacy of a father-daughter relationship! How great that can be! Had KFC and bought fruits and sweet potato to stock up in my room. Took a nap again, before i resume my revision session at 2.30pm close to 3pm. I must say, it was AMAZING! I managed to read up the remaining 50%. I closed shop at 11.10pm and i even took a half hour nap at 8.45pm after dinner. That was truly a miracle. Definitely not by my own might nor my own strength judging from the previous experience, it must be God, my Dear Daddy!!! So i slept at 11.30pm, it was a record breaking moment, the earliest time i sleep before an exam!

I woke up at 6.15am, decided for myself to read up the second half that i’m not so familiar with. So within less than 3 hrs, i read through the 2nd half of the topics and all the 湯証 Holy Spirit led me. 10am Exam Time! It was postponed to 10.30am due to the venue availability. The original venue was a little to cramp for 62 of us. So we were changed to a bigger room to sit for the exam. Exam started at 10.40am officially. The MCQ (Multiple Choice Question) was the toughest part of the whole paper, not ABCD, it was ABCDE! And a lot of questions revolved around original text of 《傷寒》.So if you didn’t memorise the verses, you know-lah @.@  The second part of the paper was 原文填空.We were supposed to fill in the blank with the original text. Like 太陽之為病,脈浮,頭項強痛而惡寒。Can can just write 太陽之為病, then ask you to fill in the rest. So if you didn’t memorise again, you know-lah! So when i flipped the pages and reached part 2, I saw 原文填空, a thought flashed in my mind. Don’t know whether this part will be really 原文填空? My answer is 空空??? Haha, Glad that it was just a silly thought.In 2.5 hours, i penned down as much info that i can remember, and I must say, the essay Q’s, i did pay extra attention to it during my revision. I realised and knew in my heart, "i was led by the Holy Spirit when i was revising", if not, how could i have paid the extra attention to these two Q’s instead of the rest of potential essay Q’s??? Praise the Lord! Whew…Love the way God works man… Heez… We were finally released from the exam hall at 1.20pm. Yeah, battle’s over!

"In Him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in His holy name…"       Psalm 33:21

MOre to come…BE patient….

Ok,back in action. So what happen is my clique decided to go outing. It was the 2nd Official Outing of my clique after being good friends in class for 2++yrs now ever since we’ve been coursemates (actually i preferred the term classmate cos it sounded closer). Initial plan was to eat JAPANESE BUFFET!!!(i was craving for sashimi and still is craving for it!) Haiz, but the plan went down the drain because one of my friend needed to send her mp3 player for repair so she needed to leave early.There goes my sashimi… But we ended up at Sakae, ala’carte. Although didn’t eat till you drop, the best part of the whole outing was to chill out with one another. My group of friends are the group that go out the least, we don’t go K, we seldom go out to eat, seldom hang-out with each other besides having lunch in school and the list goes on…So our plan is to hang out more before we go over to BeiJing \(^o^)/ Had a really good time, "talking Kok" and joking around. Enjoy the fellowship! After which i went back school to attend my electives at 4.30pm.

It was children’s day… BUt where’s my present???

Realised that it was children’s day. I miss my primary childhood life. I miss the pack of goodie with junk food in it given to each kid on children’s day.

My friend sms me while i was attending electives, so there i went Sheng Shiong along Jalan Bahar for the first time eversince its opening. Yeah, u won’t believe what i bought. I bought Sweet Potato. Huh??? 番薯???Yup, sweet potato. It is good for health. But my friend bought a lot, hmm, not a lot but in variety =) Then i physcho him to buy 旺仔牛奶。haha. So that i can try =p It’s actually quite nice. Cute packaging too!!! Reach hall at 9.10pm, just in time for the 9pm show "Metamorphosis". It’s a police show, solving crime…Watch "Identity", a US variety show. Participants are required to match the identity of 12 unknown character. It’s a interesting show.Quite difficult and challenging. Mind boggling and looks can be disceiving.Lol…11pm,I wanted to head back to my room to bath and sleep, so from level 3 i wanting to proceed to level 5. Oops…I got stucked at level 4. Chit-chatting away until almost 1am!!!

It was 2am when i hit the bed…

Today is Wednesday, and i haven’t pick up my mood to study again…